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Acedia and Me


Acedia - apathy; boredome, or torpor - the absence of care.

Struggling with a "sadness, the disgust with life, which comes from a much deeper source - our inability to get along with ourselves, our disunion with God."

"O sorrow and shame... I have done nothing."

"As we grow ever more sluggish, negligent, and careless, we come to a 'dull coldness that freezes the heart.'"

"spiritual 'dryness' and 'impasse' that share with acedia such symptoms as the absence of devotion, a feeling of being abandoned by God, depression, inner bitterness, and coldness."

call it what it is, the "noon day demon."

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