Kevin, At this time I believe it is necessary that I inform you of what is going on internally. As a high school boys soccer coach I learned that you want team captains who are fully dedicated to the team’s success. If they aren’t, the entire team struggles to reach its goals. While I am part of the FBBC team, I believe I am lacking in this desired leadership quality myself. After seven full months in my current position, I do not believe my passions are managing money for the church. As a result I do not have internal peace about the longevity of my current position. I believe there are better people for this role. I believe FBBC would be a stronger organization if a person more suited for this role were here. I cannot affirm that I am giving my best to the organization. As a result I do not believe that I am being honest with FBBC or myself. I do not have a sense of being “fulfilled” in my current position. I believe
logorrhea representing a life once lived as evangelical trying to come to terms with something called reality