the best way to describe the disposition of my being is found in the term "clouded." my mind is clouded, that is my mind is characterized by the concept of cloudiness. cloudiness, if i am correct, necessary indicates a state of confusion or lostness. have i lost my mind... no, i dont think so, rather, i think my mind is so full of horrors, mysteries, wonders, and the like so that i cannot think straight. it is that my mind is so full of these things that i cannot find the sight. sight into the future, sight to make difficult and life changing decisions, sight to see the next five years, sight to do what is right in the next stage of my life. have i got it wrong. the normal way to go about this life is to make a decision, follow through with it and then evaluate at the end of the process. sometimes evaluation comes all to quickly and a decision must be made earlier than was intended. however, i would like to avoid the necessary evaluation by making the right choice in the begi...
logorrhea representing a life once lived as evangelical trying to come to terms with something called reality