Skip to main content
Marsden, like many other devoted American evangelicals who have grown up within the conservative movements of protestant theologies, was a man of considerable spiritual appetite. Marsden tells his story, as do hundreds of other like-minded Sunday school fed followers, about the world in which he grew up. His story trots a path somewhat like this, though I have filled in the details where it might be necessary. “I grew up in home where the bible was the center of our daily living regiment. My parents, though well meaning and often bullishly honest, were under the strictest conviction that the world was haven of brooding rebels of the fantastic sort, enigmatically labeled as harbingers of destruction. It was not as if they viewed the delinquents, the hoodlums, and violators of societal law as the culprits; no, quite the contrary, it was the good citizens; the democrats especially, the university professors, the bartenders, etc. who were to be feared at utmost precaution. After all, their motives were utterly godless and subversive.
The bible was so prevalently written upon the tables of our lives that I even remember times, such as after having devilishly haggled my sister into lying about the broken centerpiece, where I would unrepentantly receive a good ole woopin by wooden paddle where engraved upon its very face was the proverb, ‘train up a child in the way he should go and when he is old he will not depart.’ Other, less physically abusive and more mentally painful punishment was instituted soon after the ages where a mother can no longer seriously injure the hind-end of her adolescent boy. The punishment following several bouts of brotherly love usually entailed, not an afflicting of pain, but a more serious and troubling phenomenon, the stealing of precious free-time in the mindless repetitious penning of bible passages so that Ephesians 4:32 soon began to brand itself into the very hardwood of our dinner table. We were instructed to laboriously and copiously and exactly copy the passage word for word, line for line, verse for verse, one hundred times; two hundred times; and at points where we failed to take our mother seriously, one thousand times.
The world was the enemy and the bible was our sword of protection; at any point where our character mimicked the pagan, we were deprived of several immediate comforts, for after all, in the event of our apostasy, our eternal comforts were that which we must eventually forfeit. Life at times seemed languid, the monotony of bible, church, and religious school slowed the development of an already bewildered imagination.”
The world, in Marsdens eyes, was painted and embroidered by apocalyptic dualism. Good and evil, light and darkness, life and death, reward and judgment, establishment and destruction, this was the construct through which life would be interpreted. A perspective of retreat, a mind toward escape; no room was made for dialogue except in those imperialistic moments of proselytizing “care.” Marsden, now a man, a man of true spiritual integrity warns us today, to beware of the mind that places the apocalypse now, that finds the end of the world in the daily events of the newspaper, that monopolizes on hope and manipulates hearts through fear of impending judgment.

Popular posts from this blog

go with your gut

I was sitting in a coffee shop on Sunday, and a young lady sat next to me on the sofa. The place was packed and that was the only other seat open. She asked if she could sit and I smiled and nodded. I continued my business, trying to give the impression that it was no big deal that this cute girl just sat next to me. It wasn't a big deal, after all it happens every day. Right... Though it appeared to be the case, that was not the case. For about an hour or so I could not focus on what I was doing. I was constantly thinking about what I will say in order to strike up a conversation, find out her "status", and make a decision whether to ask her out or not. So I sat nervously thinking about what to say. It wasn't that hard, because she was feverishly grading what appeared to be homework, as if she was a teacher. So at a natural transition in my business I asked, "Are you a teacher?" That was that. She was kind and responded as if not to be bothered by my questi

what is it?

God, Is it proper to approach you first with a heavy heart? Or rather should I come confessing your goodness and love and holiness even if I don't feel like it? When I come with such a desperate heaviness it is hard to confess with my lips what I know to be true of you in my heart. I have read about your every-day-new-mercy, but I have also read your servant David and have seen how you accepted his groanings when he lay on the floor in despair over the heaviness in his soul. From where my heaviness arises I cannot with full confidence say, though I know my sin and its subsequent guilt are ever-present before my eyes. Though I rest in your forgiveness I tremble when I think of my hearts willful disobedience to what is righteous, to what pertains to wholeness. I know my heart and its vileness and evil, I know what hides in the shadows from the eyes of my friends. But here is my despair: that I yearn yet I do not know what for. There is a strange and dark cloud alive over me with a mi

A trip to The Shack

Andi, the lady who owns the Dunn Brothers coffee shop I daily frequent during the work week, asked me one day a while back if I had ever read The Shack . I hadn’t. She raved over it. My friend Austin consistently slammed, among other things, its cavalier Trinitarian theology, even to the point of alleging heresy. Fact is, I’d heard all the buzz, and had no intentions of reading it. Andi told me it was rock solid and would change my life. Austin told me it is like chaff to the wind. I trust Austin ’s theological astuteness (he’s a fellow Th.M. guy) more than I trust Andi’s. Austin and I think in similar Christian historical and theological paradigms.  Any way, Andi brought it up again a few weeks ago. So as not to raise any issue, I told Andi I would “think about it,” knowing full well I probably wouldn’t. I had visions of John Eldridge’s ridiculous Wild at Heart running through my head. They’re books meant to make you feel good, but in the end they’re bottomless canteens. Th