Accidents happen

There are two turning lanes to go right on Mockingbird off of the Northbound 75 access road. The light turned green, and I was rockin' out. Nothing like a good dose of STP. In the left turning lane I started to go with energy. I had my right turn signal on and so did the the Jeep to my right in the other turning lane. It happened pretty fast, but I saw it coming, but couldn't do anything about it, the median to my left was full of concrete and poles and flowers. I was parallel with the Cherokee. A car in front of the Cherokee stepped on the brakes to stop or turn or avoid something; I didn't really watch since my eyes were drawn to the fender of the Cherokee rapidly moving my way. Next thing I knew the Cherokee decided that I would be no match for its sporty brawn. The Cherokee clawed its way all the way down the entire left side of my car. My first accident, and not my fault. It happened but I was calm, though I was a bit aggravated after I saw my mirror dangling by the electrical cord. I pulled over. I was glad to see two things: it was a woman and she appeared to speak English. I greeted her with the standard "are you ok?" Turns out she was a nice lady, probably sixties, and had pink stripes in her hair. She didn't get out of the Cherokee, probably because... well, I don't know why. Her car had minimal damage. My car was the victim. Her business card says she has a studio on Elm St. - downtown Dallas. I think she's an artist. Maybe she's famous. Accidents happen.

go with your gut

I was sitting in a coffee shop on Sunday, and a young lady sat next to me on the sofa. The place was packed and that was the only other seat open. She asked if she could sit and I smiled and nodded. I continued my business, trying to give the impression that it was no big deal that this cute girl just sat next to me. It wasn't a big deal, after all it happens every day. Right... Though it appeared to be the case, that was not the case. For about an hour or so I could not focus on what I was doing. I was constantly thinking about what I will say in order to strike up a conversation, find out her "status", and make a decision whether to ask her out or not. So I sat nervously thinking about what to say. It wasn't that hard, because she was feverishly grading what appeared to be homework, as if she was a teacher. So at a natural transition in my business I asked, "Are you a teacher?" That was that. She was kind and responded as if not to be bothered by my questi

what is it?

God, Is it proper to approach you first with a heavy heart? Or rather should I come confessing your goodness and love and holiness even if I don't feel like it? When I come with such a desperate heaviness it is hard to confess with my lips what I know to be true of you in my heart. I have read about your every-day-new-mercy, but I have also read your servant David and have seen how you accepted his groanings when he lay on the floor in despair over the heaviness in his soul. From where my heaviness arises I cannot with full confidence say, though I know my sin and its subsequent guilt are ever-present before my eyes. Though I rest in your forgiveness I tremble when I think of my hearts willful disobedience to what is righteous, to what pertains to wholeness. I know my heart and its vileness and evil, I know what hides in the shadows from the eyes of my friends. But here is my despair: that I yearn yet I do not know what for. There is a strange and dark cloud alive over me with a mi

A trip to The Shack

Andi, the lady who owns the Dunn Brothers coffee shop I daily frequent during the work week, asked me one day a while back if I had ever read The Shack . I hadn’t. She raved over it. My friend Austin consistently slammed, among other things, its cavalier Trinitarian theology, even to the point of alleging heresy. Fact is, I’d heard all the buzz, and had no intentions of reading it. Andi told me it was rock solid and would change my life. Austin told me it is like chaff to the wind. I trust Austin ’s theological astuteness (he’s a fellow Th.M. guy) more than I trust Andi’s. Austin and I think in similar Christian historical and theological paradigms. Any way, Andi brought it up again a few weeks ago. So as not to raise any issue, I told Andi I would “think about it,” knowing full well I probably wouldn’t. I had visions of John Eldridge’s ridiculous Wild at Heart running through my head. They’re books meant to make you feel good, but in the end they’re bottomless canteens. Th

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